how....

may 2007.

we were exchanging "i miss you's" way back...and even though i meant it, it never came to this point.

the "i miss you's" this time were somewhat real. more heartfelt. more true...it was funny and scary at the same time. naaaa! "it'll go away" -- i said.

it never went away...

it grew....and grew....and grew.

i miss her more everyday.

the thing was.....she felt the same.

then it happened....i called her up and asked. "NILOLOKO MO LANG BA AKO?"

she said "NO"

that's when everything began.